Friday, October 31, 2008

what i supported to do?

After sitting for final exam,i feel that i didn't perform well in my important exam which decide the chance for me to choose the course i wanted at university.I really think that i am so stupid until i can't do well in my exam.But,this is what i put my effort to do it,in turn maybe i make my parents disappoint in this time.I always tell myself that my parents sacrifice a lot of thing for me include they pay a lot of money for me to study at matriculation and also my previous tuition class and also other expenses.When i think about these, i want to study hard so that what they sacrifice for me will not in vain.However,i put my effort to do so but i still can't get good result bacause i am not a clever student and not even know how to apply my knowledge as my mum also say i am stupid.I really should recognize my limited ability.Why i want to be a doctor?Actually,i always say to myself,"if i become a doctor,i can even cure my father if he get any disease in the future.This is because my dad is a smoker and he also like to drink alcoholic beverage.These make me so worry about his condition.I ask him to stop the quantity of drinking alcohol and he always say :''ya ya" ,his answer is just neglect me.However what can i do is just paying nothing back to my parent.My parent say if i really can't do well in academic,it is not a problem because they don't want me to feel stress.Although my dad always say if i achieve success in my future and my success is the result of my effort.They don't hope me to return them anything .However, i know i should do something and achieve success in my life to make them proud of me.Pick myself up and what you think,our body can achieve it.Even though i am not a clever student,but now i am given chance to study and i should appreciate it.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Finally,MUET speaking test is over.

On the day i sat for speaking test,i really nervous because i am candidate A in my group.When i sit for the test,i felt that i speak until my voice seems like i am very nervous.However,i still smile and continue my speaking test.Two of my member are quite no giving responses when i ask"would anyone like to add comment?"Maybe i really nervous because i supported to ask one of them"Candidate C,what do u think about this?"But i just ask for every member and another member who behaved more active give her opinion and unfortunately time is almost ten minute and she take the responsible to conclude.Hence,two of my member just speaking for one turn.I really regret because i should ask them question,so that this will not show i am too aggresive.Anyway,i had already sat for MUET speaking test and eventhough i can't get high mark in speaking test because i didn't give many point and evidence in my task A,i still need to focus on other exam section and also my final exam,PSPM.Final exam would be the most important exam in this semester.Now,i just left four days to do revision for my PSPM.KEEP GOING ON!!!

Friday, October 17, 2008

Just trust myself and go ahead

A article which i had read before states that what we are set in our mind would certainly affect what could we do.A real incident happened in Japan convinced that these statement is definitely true.A lady could even save her child who fell from upstairs window because she ran as fast as lightning until she could get back her child from falling down to the downstairs.These news spread like wildfire and some professional people started to do research about the fact that human can do something which is actually could not be done by somebody before such emergency incident happen.Hence,we can make a conclusion that our ways of thinking totally affect our performance.We should trust in ourself even though sometimes we understand our ability because we don't even know where could we achieved in the future.Although i understand that i am longing for something impossible or something that is very low chance to be happened in my life,i should or in other word,i must do it.If you think you can do it,just go ahead to your target.If i can't achieve my goal in the end,at least i will no have any excuse to regret,do you think so?

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

MUET is around the corner.....

My MUET test for speaking is on 22 oct.However,i can't even speak fluently.My language subject would be the weakest subject for me.I practice with my friends for speaking recently.However,i still can't improve my speaking skill especially in contributing my opinion.I don't have many evidence to support my standpoint and my idea is limited.After one week holiday for my sem break on nov,i need to go back to college to sit for listening,writing and reading test.How could i do?I just can read more and practice speaking frequently and also write more essay so that i can pass it well. While i am practicing with my friend for speaking test.i still need to do revision for another three subjects because my final exam is coming soon that is at the end of oct.Please,i really hope i can do it well.Try don't be give up until last minutes.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Spicy and hot food

I had my lunch and dinner at cafe everyday,Everyday,the food sold at cafe are spicy and hot.They are almost cook the food with chilli.I like to eat spicy and hot food very much.However if i eat chilli everyday,it is unhealthy for me.Anyway,i can only withstand it for my studying period at matriculation.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

The greatest test of courage on earth is to bear defeat without lossing heart...

I have to go back to matriculation tomorrow morning.How do i feel?I feel sad to go back but on the other hands,i hope i can go back to college as soon as possible.Then,i can concentrate on my lesson without any distraction. Exam is near the corner,but i have not prepare yet.I have a habit.When i am stressed,i will think out to drink coffee.Although i know coffee is not good for health,i drink it occasionally.Nowadays,drinking coffee already became a habit for me.I must drink a cup of coffee per day except during the study time in matriculation.I will not drink coffee when i am in college because i did not buy coffee at college.That is the way to quit this bad habit.I have nothing to write now because i am thinking too much matter.I always tell myself,i have to achieve my target in any condition because i can't give up and don't want to disappoint my parents.My horoscope is scorpion.Every time i read for any horoscope character for scorpion,scorpion would be the most persevere in their effort to achieve their goals.I really hope i can do so.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

FOCUS!!!

Many thing are driving me to distraction recently.During i am studying at college,i am enjoying my peaceful life at hostel.Before the day i came back to my hometown,i know there would be something happen in my family because my mom tell me her plan before that.After i came back to my house,i can't concentrate on my lesson because my family problem and even friendship.I always tell myself that i must study hard and get excellent result in my exam.I will do it and achieve it not only because of myself but also my family member.As oldest sister in my family,i should responsible in my family.But what i'm doing now is thinking about other matter that is totally bring harmful to me and cause me can't focus on my lesson.Whatever you are,i will forget... and look forward to my responsibility.Be tough and i know i can do it.

my wonderful memory at kmph

thank for you all for giving me a wonderful and unforgettable memory at kmph.Even though our lives at kmph is quite busy but we have carried out many activities at kmph that give us a unforgettable experience.

choir group during pesta tanglung

choir group during pesta tanglung

CNY

CNY

bukit panorama trip v knph frens

bukit panorama trip v knph frens

pesta pongel

pesta pongel

chm mind map competition

chm mind map competition

jamuan blok

jamuan blok

outing to go Kuantan...shopping

outing to go Kuantan...shopping