Saturday, November 29, 2008

unfair

I accepted my result two days ago.I passed the exam with satisfied result.However , i know all of our result is not dependent of our real ability but depend on the overall graph.That means i can get satisfied result is not because i can do the question but majority of student can't answer the question too.Hence,i also very disappointed with my result but GOD give me the chance to go ahead.Then,i will maintain my effort and even spend my time wisely without wasting the time i left.I feel unfair because my friends have tried their best in the exam but they can't get the result they wanted.Even though they had studied hard,they can't achieve it.Hence,i think luck is neccessary for us to achieve our goals.Sometime,we should not too concern on our result because excellent result doesn't mean we are success in our life but other aspect such as EQ,communication skill and other skills.However,the concepts of many people about success is excellent in exam.

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Actually i don't know what i want to write in my blogs now.But i am very worry.What i am worry about?My first semester will be come out soon,that is on next tuesday.How i face my result?Even though i know that it is a fact and i need to accept it in any condition.Besides that,i tell myself that i have tried before and this is my result.I can't change it.But when i think about my parents,i will feel so sorry to them because they hope i can get flying colour in exam.They also say they don't mind if i can't get excellent result but i know if i can't get excellent result,i am not a filial daughter.My dad called me just now.He asks me to study and don't worry about him.That is why i feel so sorry to my parents.They always work hard to earn more money to make ends meet.But what i can reply them is just a bad news to them because i can't get excellent result.I really don't have courage to meet them if i go home later.I know my friends also face such kind of problems,and my problem is just a small problem.I always advice my friends don't be too nervous about their result because you have try your best.Let bygones be bygones.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Time is not enough for me

Everyone has 24 hours per day.Why my time is not enough for me to prepare myself in every subject?I understand why time is not enough for me.This is because i can't finish homework or assignment efficiently in a short period of time.What should i do to improve my studying skill?I really sad with my studying skill because i always can't finish my target and arrange my time wisely.Time passed very fast and i already have studied at kmph for half of a year.After four months later,i can leave kmph and continue to study in university.Sometimes,i have studied at hostel until i feel so boring.However,i know i just study at here for almost half a year,i need to continue my lesson in university for at least three years.How could i adapt myself in such a strange place and make friend with others?It is a challenge for me to achieve my target at kmph before i can study in university.My first semester result will come out soon and i know i need to ready myself to accept all of the possibility.My parents are waiting for me to tell them my result but i tell them first that don't be too coonfident in my result because i know my level.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Mentor and Meetee

We will have meeting with mentor occasionally.I went to meet my mentor today.She told us that we have to face our life with smile and let bygones be bygones.I totally agree with my teacher's opinion.My first semester will be come out on 1 dec and it is the important result for me to choose the course i wanted in university.I heard my teacher said that there are a few students had suffered from mentality problem due to emotional tension.They felt stressed because they didn't get excellent result in semester 1.That is why my teacher told us that don't be too tension and we must prepare ourselves to accept our result.It is a fact and we can't get back to the past and change anything happened in the past but we must pick up ourselves to improve myself and ready to face the challenge in the future.I can't give up because of that failure in my exam but i must take it as a challenge and experience.If not,i am so weak.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

An unforgettable experience

I just came back from a trip to Sungai Lembing today.I and my friends went to take a view of sunrise on the top of Lembing Hill,called as Bukit Panorama in Pahang. It was a popular tourism destination to view sunrise.Hence,i and my friends were planning to go for a trip over there.After we sat for MUET test , we rushed to the guard house and checked out immediately and took a bus to go Kuantan first.From Kuantan,we took bus to Sungai Lembing,the destination of our trip.We reached at Sungai Lembing by spending a hour of bus journey.After reaching at Sungai Lembing,we checked in to a rest house which located near Bukit Panorama.We met many student of kmph in that rest house.I still remember that the rest house's name.It was called as Sungai Lembing rest house.All of the tourist inside that small wooden rest house were the student of kmph.After we had took our bathes and rest,we went to visit the street at Sungai Lembing.It was a small area which is stayed by majority chinese people who speak in cantonese.Of course the first activities we looking for was the delicious famous local food.We were not only trying for kayapuff,but we also went to try for Lembing noodles.After having a satisfied dinner,we walked along the street which just surrounded by two rows of shops.There was a shop which exhibited the crystal and also some art stones.Because we needed to wake up early in the next morning,we slept early at night .However,other student from kmph made noise at night.I could only slept for four hours yesterday and everyone woke up early in the morning about 4am.After a preparation,we departed from the rest house about 5am and started to walk towards the direction of Bukit Panorama.All of the student of kmph climbed together to the top of Bukit Panorama.At the beginning of the trip,i felt i am lack of oxygen but i still needed to continue my trip bacause of the desire to view sun rise and also the beautiful sea of cloud.Finally,we climbed up to the top of the hill of Bukit Panorama.But,unfortunately,we could not view for the sunrise because the sun were covered by a mist of cloud.Anyway,i still could view the beautiful sea of cloud on the top of hill.I took many photo with my friends yesterday for the purpose of embedded the unforgettable trip in Pahang.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

A beginning ....

I will go back to college tomorrow morning.Feeling sad or feeling it is a good beginning.Hmm...anything is going better or worse?I have to take MUET exam on this satursday.What i am very clear is i can't score high point for english test.However,i will try it.^^

Monday, November 3, 2008

How could i help you?

I hope i can help you but what should i do to help you to solve your probelm?As a friend,i really not a good frend for you because i could only be a listener.You always think much and easy to become stress and sad.I don't know what is the method to make you happy.Anyway,i hope you always happy and hope your problem could be solve as soon as possible.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Lucky.....

Thank you for all of my friends who celebrate for me and send happy birthday message to me.I really feel i am so lucky to make friends with them.Last year,they still celebrate for me even though SPM is just near the corner.And i feel i am very lucky not only because they celebrate for me but they treat me as real friend.Yesterday my friends came to my house and gave me a glass of sweet.I feel so happy because i have a lot of friend who concerned about me and also my family members.I made three wishes just now.First wish is i hope all of the people surrounding me will always happy.Hope my wishes will become true.

my wonderful memory at kmph

thank for you all for giving me a wonderful and unforgettable memory at kmph.Even though our lives at kmph is quite busy but we have carried out many activities at kmph that give us a unforgettable experience.

choir group during pesta tanglung

choir group during pesta tanglung

CNY

CNY

bukit panorama trip v knph frens

bukit panorama trip v knph frens

pesta pongel

pesta pongel

chm mind map competition

chm mind map competition

jamuan blok

jamuan blok

outing to go Kuantan...shopping

outing to go Kuantan...shopping