Sunday, December 28, 2008

I did a big mistakes again

I want to say:'sorry'.I really not a good friend.I always tell myself that i must think twice before i take the action.But,i did a big mistakes again todays.Starting from secondary school,i hate myself.I keep asking myself :'why?Why i am a useless person?Anything i do is totally wrong'.I should say nothing i have done is correct or brings benefit to people surrounding me.I really have tried my best to be a kind and good person but what i have done didn't change anything but make situation become worsen only.Sometimes i hope i am a very stupid person and hence make ends met in the future by contribute my physical energy to earn money.At least,for me,they are pure and kind people.They earn money and lead their lives by contributing their energy.And me ,i am a useless person.Even though my parents have spend a lot of money for me,they hope i can be a useful person in the future.They don't even know actually their daughter is a useless and stupid person.'Sorry ,mom,dad, and friends.'

Saturday, December 27, 2008

feeling

Everytime my parents quarrel, i will feel i am going to give up everything,including my lesson.I don't know why i am so weak.I received a mail from my friend.It is about a fact that happened in other country.A photo shows that a bird is waiting for the death of a kid so that it can eat the kid.Maybe the photo is not a fact but the kid is really very thin and their life is very tough and make me feel sad on them.I always realize that we are very lucky.However , i always easy to feel sad.That makes me feel like i am an useless person.I am trying to improve myself too.I really hope i can be a tough person.

my wonderful memory at kmph

thank for you all for giving me a wonderful and unforgettable memory at kmph.Even though our lives at kmph is quite busy but we have carried out many activities at kmph that give us a unforgettable experience.

choir group during pesta tanglung

choir group during pesta tanglung

CNY

CNY

bukit panorama trip v knph frens

bukit panorama trip v knph frens

pesta pongel

pesta pongel

chm mind map competition

chm mind map competition

jamuan blok

jamuan blok

outing to go Kuantan...shopping

outing to go Kuantan...shopping