be tough ,be mature, be responsible, be INDEPENDENT

遗失了自我

2011-04-10T01:43:00.000-07:00

以前的我，对人事物都抱着不理会的状态，也不会深入地去探讨他人的行为与思想，又或许我身边的每位朋友都那么地亲切与友善。但自从进了大学以后，认识了不少人，她让我去评估每个人的自私行为，但她却能接受他人，或许她很大量，又或许她也是其中的一个，为了利益关系，她选择无视。渐渐地，我变得越来越无法体会为什么人人都那么地自私，一切都只为自己想。但我的另一位朋友却说：“你有道德是Bonus point 但你自私却不会让你的人格贬低。” 人人都有缺点，我知道。现在的我也不再去在意或所谓的“多管闲事”，但依然我还在学着如何让一切随风飘走。我不喜欢麻烦人，除非真的没有其他选择，又或者真的不会麻烦到他人。所以我常常以我的这个坚持去看待每件事，但说真的我是笨蛋，因为当我不想麻烦他人的同时，却一定有人会麻烦我，或要求我为他人做些什么，那么他们就可以轻松过日子。真的想要过自己想要的生活，不想做一些麻烦自己的事，不想为了‘友谊’ 而被约束，只想不要有任何干扰。但我的一位朋友却说：‘ 人人都有他人的思想，当他人拜托你做些什么时，你就当作为了所谓的友谊而帮他咯，这样对你也好’。但真正的友谊对我来说是不会造成对方生活上的不便，但当你真正需要他时，他会给予你所真正的帮助。我真的迷失了自己，觉得自己想法很极端，但却无法不当那些我认为干扰我生活的因素为一回事。

学习这件事，不是缺乏时间，而是缺乏努力。

2011-03-18T05:37:00.000-07:00

刚刚我男朋友在面子书上分享了一则关于凌晨四点多的哈佛大学图书馆里,灯火通明,座无虚席的情景。看了那篇文章之后，心中满是惭愧，他们的学习态度让我钦佩与学习。在哈佛，教授们会时常提醒学生们要做好时间管理。在人生的道路上，你停步不前，但有人却在拼命赶路。也许当你站立的时候，他还在你的后面向前追赶，但当你再一回望时，已看不到他的身影了，因为，他已经跑到你的前面了，需要你来追赶他了。所以，你不能停步，你要不断向前，不断超越。”而如果今天你不走时，那么明天的你就得用跑地往目的地前进了。学习时的苦痛是暂时的，未学到的痛苦是终生的。我们要知道每一个人要是没有付出努力与艰辛的争取过程，便一无所获。

哈佛图书馆墙上的20条训言。短短数语，引发深思，给人启迪。

1.此刻打盹，你将做梦；而此刻学习，你将圆梦。

2.我荒废的今日，正是昨日殒身之人祈求的明日。

3.觉得为时已晚的时候，恰恰是最早的时候。

4.勿将今日之事拖到明日。

5.学习时的苦痛是暂时的，未学到的痛苦是终生的。

6.学习这件事，不是缺乏时间，而是缺乏努力。

7.幸福或许不排名次，但成功必排名次。

8.学习并不是人生的全部。但既然连人生的一部分―――学习也无法征服，还能做什么呢？

9.请享受无法回避的痛苦。

10.只有比别人更早、更勤奋地努力，才能尝到成功的滋味。

11.谁也不能随随便便成功，它来自彻底的自我管理和毅力。

12.时间在流逝。

13.现在流的口水，将成为明天的眼泪。

14.狗一样地学，绅士一样地玩。

15.今天不走，明天要跑。

16.投资未来的人，是忠于现实的人。

17.受教育程度代表收入。

18.一天过完，不会再来。

19.即使现在，对手也不停地翻动书页。

20.没有艰辛，便无所获。

让我们一起努力，成为有智慧的人。

无法挽回

2011-03-14T08:12:00.000-07:00

我以为我一直以来所珍惜地那份情谊不会不见，哪知再也找不回了。。。曾经的我以为不需一言一语就能守着它，但原来不是。。。

disappointed of myself

2011-01-17T00:59:00.001-08:00

so so disappointed of myself....During secondary school,though i am not the top student in school but at least i still can handle my study and get A for most of the subject.I had gone through one and half year medicine student life,and the sad thing is i cant even get a satisfying result even though i put my effort on it.What wrong to me?I am not hardworking as previous?I am too weak to compete with oth top students in order to survive? Maybe i shld changed my study method?I trying nw....but it make me feel useless by trying others methods too. Maybe i shld be more hardworking than oths(maybe 100x efforts) in order to get the satisfying result i want. Pls ...pls be hardworking and study smartly,shen.

Is anyone in this world are irresponsible and thk of themselve only?

2010-10-25T02:58:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i really feel difficulty in breathing to live in such a society.I joined a club in University but i did not feel happy at all. We had our own roles in that club.Of course our jobs too.This week i and a committee in charge of an activity's slide show and video sharing but she went home because this week lesson is not as important as the main subject in view of many students.I can still consider her feeling but then she sms me that she will do the slide show of song sharing part and she already asked another committee to pass me the pendrive.Inside the pendrive, there is the format of the slide and we (i and her) need to change the background only.She said she will email me the song sharing slide to me on the next day.At the end of msg,she asked hw abt the video sharing(need to put in all the photo of the activities done previously into a video form.) Hw do u thk?Sure she is telling indirectly that i need to do the video part.I still can understand because i know sure one of us will do more thg and for me,i stay in campus so i agree to do the video sharing but then hw abt the whole slide?She only said she will email the song sharing slide to me.Hw abt the others part of the slide show?She asked a committee to take format for me then she can just ignore the slide show thg and only do few slide for song sharing slide(only part of the slide show).Ytd i knew that we don't need to do the slide show already because another committee did it for us already because they thk of dun wan give too much thg for us (i and her).I really so appreciate to them because they thk of oths (act i really feel this is our job and they really too nice to us).Then i email her that if possible then adjust the slide a bit(if no need adjust also can).She replied me that that committee already did the slide completely so no need to adjust anythg dy.I replied her that if can then insert the songs to slide show then it is better.Then she haven't replied me yet.She did not even tell me when she back to campus.Do the video sharing which include all the activities spend time too because i need to find song and adjust it in video.And i only asked her to give the complete slide with the songs also very tough for her.For me,if nw i were her and i no need to do the song sharing slide(mean ntg to do=no job at all)because that committee dy did it completely then i will ask what can i help the one who do the video sharing.Is everyone in this world is selfish and irresponsible ?They always hope can run away frm their jobs and on the other hands ,throw the jobs to others who work together with them?I am a person who wan do thg seriously and dun wan my own jobs added on oth ppl's shoulder because i understand all of us have many thg to do.But live in such a realistic world,oth ppl can throw away their responsibility without blame theirselves but they feel comfortable to do it.Anyone can help me?Or tell me am i wrong because i too kira?

depressed

2010-04-20T08:14:00.000-07:00

i felt myself so useless....stupid...hope i can be a better person....hw?

无法改变

2009-12-19T02:30:00.000-08:00

有时候，观点不一样，不愉快就产生了，越来越深。。。

是时候好好休息

2009-12-13T08:28:00.000-08:00

累了就不想再坚持了

越来越累了

2009-12-11T08:04:00.000-08:00

我可以相信这一切吗？一次又一次地心痛，失望，令我感觉一切都不踏实，越来越不想坚持下去了。。。。爱没有对与错，我要的只是你的真诚。一切还有得挽回吗？这一刻的我不知道。放手？或许吧？坚持呢？可能吗？不知道，也不想知道。。。。。

要幸福地走下去

2009-11-19T19:32:00.000-08:00

现在的你正前往彭亨州参与一个活动，而我在四天后就要考试了。。。所以要努力地温习了。加油！！！！一定要考好。。。考完试后我就会回家乡一个星期而你也是，所以两个星期多都无法见到彼此，会想你的，要好好照顾自己。。。^^我们一定要幸福地手牵着手一直走下去，我相信可以的。。。要为彼此加油

I am totally a failure....

2009-09-19T10:50:00.000-07:00

My sister argued v my dad just nw.I knew it...act the main reason is my dad always dont recognise wat she done and always compare her v me.My result is higher than sister n i seldom do against my dad.So,my dad always compare me and my sister.I tell to my dad not to do so but he still dont listen to me but say sth that my sister did not respect him and oths thing .I really hope i can return to the past n prevent today's situation to happen.I knew it is sth wrong in my family education but wat shld i do to solve it?I really dont know hw to do...I am a very weak person in deep.

felt depressed

2009-08-11T09:01:00.000-07:00

Why?i felt so worry now because of my parent had a quarrel ...I really dont wan that thing to happen ..i just wan all of my family members stay healty and live happily .When quarrel happened,i cant face it and just felt i am depressed and wan to escape frm that.How can i help to solve this prob?what shld i do ?I really dont know

depressed

2009-08-11T08:53:00.000-07:00

I felt depressed now because of quarrel btw my parent.I really wan to escape frm that and i knew i do not brave to face it...

Regret

2009-07-31T00:12:00.000-07:00

"di da..di da...di da...three hrs is oredi passed and i am starving now..".I and my friends ordered for delivery McDonald's abt 12 pm today.Since McDonald's will be reopened abt 2 pm today, hence the only thing i can do is waiting for my order to be delivered to me abt 2 pm because i and my friends r very lazy to go out frm hostel.However,my order still have not been delivered to hostel abt three hrs.Finally,my friend made a call to McDonald's."OMG!!!!!They said that we need to order again because of some unknown reason.And the order will be delivered to hostel within 45 min...''(=.=''')...(T.T) If i am not of the reason that i do not want to go out frm hostel, i wont do it again...haizzzz

I am in USM right now

2009-07-06T01:43:00.000-07:00

After a tiring orientation week,as a medic or dentist student,we need to go for a camp in kelantan or terengganu.I thought i can have a rest after my tiring orientation week,who knows there is a camp waiting for me to join.Luckily i already passed through it.Actually, it gave me a lot of experience and memory.Although i did not make fren v many students in camp due to i am not a outgoing ppl,i still like that camp.After the camp is finished,i started my lesson on this sunday.For me ,everything is new and i felt blur because i dont know what shld i do after this.However,i just try to ask and survive in USM.Hopefully everything will be fine for me at here.To my fren,hope u all the best in other University.

2009-06-04T08:07:00.000-07:00

Scorpio (10/24 - 11/21)
Love: Never close your lips to those whom you have opened your heart.
Career: Now is the time to believe you can succeed, imagine yourself living the life you desire, and it will all happen.
Health: Recharge yourself with a nice vacation.
Wealth: You will need to reserve money for something unforeseen.

Believe myself that i can succeed? Actually starting frm young,i did not hv confident in study and even don't hv the will to get excellent result.During i am studying for form three,i know i will have to sit for PMR.Then, because of that reason,i started to study hard to get the good result.Even though my result is not the top ones, i can say i am quite satisfied v my result.After getting my SPM result,i can't even believe i got excellent result(at least for me). However,i always think that i am only lucky(maybe it really happened in that way-i am only lucky). Say truly,when i am going to usm to interview for medic,i did not think that i will have one day to study at usm and even study medic. I did not have my ambition to be a doctor since i am young.I came across v my secondary classmate.She is an indian and studying form six right now.She said to me that she hv such ambition since she is a kid.She wan to become a doctor.My best friend said to she is more suitable and hv right to become a doctor compared to me.'Ya,she is very interesting in medic and me ...i am given a chance to study medic.And i don't hv any ambition right now.At the same time,my parents told to me that i can just go for a try and nothing is wrong for me to change my course if i really can't handle it. Err....i always think about if i really cannot handle it,then i will waste my time even me parent's money..This is wat i always think about.But,now i wan to give myself a chance to try.Even though i don't know how was my furure,i just go for a try..at least i try it.

My future?

2009-06-01T02:15:00.000-07:00

I just accepted a call frm usm and asked me wan to accept or not.Finally, i thought i loss this chance anymore because i log in late to the website yesterday and can't give response to usm after five pm.So,this time i know i should hold it tightly.How was my future?I don't really know it but i know i hv this chance and will my best to do it..+u

Miss a chance at last

2009-05-31T05:38:00.000-07:00

After asking some advice frm my senior,i made a decision to go for usm.Unfortunately,i overlooked the time for me to answer usm admission offer.At last, i miss it forever.I am trying to call usm tomoro.Hope they will consider again for my mistakes. I know it is impossible for me to have my second chance. Hwever, after i made my decision clear,i won't miss it again ....

Tiring shopping~~~i'm hesitating

2009-05-30T04:51:00.000-07:00

I just received the adminssion result from usm yesterday. I nid to reply it before 5pm on 31 jun. Hence, i am hesitating right now.Should i accept it or reject it? Nobody can help me to make this decision but me. Only myself really know wat i wan to be...wat do i like ?hh.....I can't even know wat is my ambition.....To be a doktor?To be a leaturer?I went to sing k and watch movie-terminator salvation today at jj,bt.tinggi.However, after shopping and on the way to back home, i started to hesitate about the admission result frm usm.....Shen,u should make a decision as soon as possible...

study at USM for medic?

2009-05-29T08:07:00.000-07:00

I just knew i got the course-medic at usm.But i still considering wan to accept or not.

abandoned dogs

2009-05-28T18:18:00.000-07:00

I just went back from pasar just now.On the way i cycling from badminton court to pasar,i saw many abandoned dogs or i can say they don't have owner since they are bore.Even though i condole with them, i can't make any effort to help them.How could i help them from abandoned at outside without a proper habitat? How cruel is human? A group of irresponsible human throws away their puppies because they are not afforded to take care of all the puppy. Then who else should be responsible in such cases? Anyway, i don't think we should abandon innocent dogs.They are cute and we should take care them well. I have a dog called barbie. I promise i will take care of you, barbie.

happy birthday,my fren

2009-05-28T08:23:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to u,beeyong.We went to go eat steamboat yesterday and brought a cake to celebrate for you yesterday,You said so touching.Haha...Hope your wish will come true.Hv a wonderful birthday^^

端午节快乐

2009-05-28T07:41:00.000-07:00

Last year,i did not celebrate 'duan wu jie' together with my family members at my house and can't eat my grandmother's 粽子.However, i finally can celebrate it at my house today.My grandmother had cooked some 'zong zi' few days ago.I ate three of it for a time...wow...my appetite is so big..haha..because 'zong zi' cooked by my grandmother are so yummy..i can't stop eating.There are various kind of 'zong zi' ,including pork zong zi , red bean zong zi, and one more ...erm..i don't know how to describe it but it is yellow in colour and i like to eat it together with kaya..so yummy :D

jia you

2009-01-26T20:33:00.000-08:00

"JIA YOU"I tell myself so that i can continue to struggle in my lesson.Try my best is the only thing i can do.Don't give up easily.

Tired..............

2009-01-17T06:46:00.000-08:00

In my life,i always think that if i try my best ,i can do it.Even though i am not a clever and excellent student, and of course i will face failure in the academic field occasionally but i know i still can face and solve it.However,when i face my family problem,my parents like to quarel because of financial problem or their own problem,my brain will become blank and can't pick up myself to face it.

I did a big mistakes again

2008-12-28T13:31:00.000-08:00

I want to say:'sorry'.I really not a good friend.I always tell myself that i must think twice before i take the action.But,i did a big mistakes again todays.Starting from secondary school,i hate myself.I keep asking myself :'why?Why i am a useless person?Anything i do is totally wrong'.I should say nothing i have done is correct or brings benefit to people surrounding me.I really have tried my best to be a kind and good person but what i have done didn't change anything but make situation become worsen only.Sometimes i hope i am a very stupid person and hence make ends met in the future by contribute my physical energy to earn money.At least,for me,they are pure and kind people.They earn money and lead their lives by contributing their energy.And me ,i am a useless person.Even though my parents have spend a lot of money for me,they hope i can be a useful person in the future.They don't even know actually their daughter is a useless and stupid person.'Sorry ,mom,dad, and friends.'

feeling

2008-12-27T08:50:00.000-08:00

Everytime my parents quarrel, i will feel i am going to give up everything,including my lesson.I don't know why i am so weak.I received a mail from my friend.It is about a fact that happened in other country.A photo shows that a bird is waiting for the death of a kid so that it can eat the kid.Maybe the photo is not a fact but the kid is really very thin and their life is very tough and make me feel sad on them.I always realize that we are very lucky.However , i always easy to feel sad.That makes me feel like i am an useless person.I am trying to improve myself too.I really hope i can be a tough person.

unfair

2008-11-29T07:06:00.004-08:00

I accepted my result two days ago.I passed the exam with satisfied result.However , i know all of our result is not dependent of our real ability but depend on the overall graph.That means i can get satisfied result is not because i can do the question but majority of student can't answer the question too.Hence,i also very disappointed with my result but GOD give me the chance to go ahead.Then,i will maintain my effort and even spend my time wisely without wasting the time i left.I feel unfair because my friends have tried their best in the exam but they can't get the result they wanted.Even though they had studied hard,they can't achieve it.Hence,i think luck is neccessary for us to achieve our goals.Sometime,we should not too concern on our result because excellent result doesn't mean we are success in our life but other aspect such as EQ,communication skill and other skills.However,the concepts of many people about success is excellent in exam.

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2008-11-29T07:06:00.002-08:00

Actually i don't know what i want to write in my blogs now.But i am very worry.What i am worry about?My first semester will be come out soon,that is on next tuesday.How i face my result?Even though i know that it is a fact and i need to accept it in any condition.Besides that,i tell myself that i have tried before and this is my result.I can't change it.But when i think about my parents,i will feel so sorry to them because they hope i can get flying colour in exam.They also say they don't mind if i can't get excellent result but i know if i can't get excellent result,i am not a filial daughter.My dad called me just now.He asks me to study and don't worry about him.That is why i feel so sorry to my parents.They always work hard to earn more money to make ends meet.But what i can reply them is just a bad news to them because i can't get excellent result.I really don't have courage to meet them if i go home later.I know my friends also face such kind of problems,and my problem is just a small problem.I always advice my friends don't be too nervous about their result because you have try your best.Let bygones be bygones.

Time is not enough for me

2008-11-22T09:56:00.000-08:00

Everyone has 24 hours per day.Why my time is not enough for me to prepare myself in every subject?I understand why time is not enough for me.This is because i can't finish homework or assignment efficiently in a short period of time.What should i do to improve my studying skill?I really sad with my studying skill because i always can't finish my target and arrange my time wisely.Time passed very fast and i already have studied at kmph for half of a year.After four months later,i can leave kmph and continue to study in university.Sometimes,i have studied at hostel until i feel so boring.However,i know i just study at here for almost half a year,i need to continue my lesson in university for at least three years.How could i adapt myself in such a strange place and make friend with others?It is a challenge for me to achieve my target at kmph before i can study in university.My first semester result will come out soon and i know i need to ready myself to accept all of the possibility.My parents are waiting for me to tell them my result but i tell them first that don't be too coonfident in my result because i know my level.

Mentor and Meetee

2008-11-21T08:03:00.003-08:00

We will have meeting with mentor occasionally.I went to meet my mentor today.She told us that we have to face our life with smile and let bygones be bygones.I totally agree with my teacher's opinion.My first semester will be come out on 1 dec and it is the important result for me to choose the course i wanted in university.I heard my teacher said that there are a few students had suffered from mentality problem due to emotional tension.They felt stressed because they didn't get excellent result in semester 1.That is why my teacher told us that don't be too tension and we must prepare ourselves to accept our result.It is a fact and we can't get back to the past and change anything happened in the past but we must pick up ourselves to improve myself and ready to face the challenge in the future.I can't give up because of that failure in my exam but i must take it as a challenge and experience.If not,i am so weak.

An unforgettable experience

2008-11-09T05:34:00.000-08:00

I just came back from a trip to Sungai Lembing today.I and my friends went to take a view of sunrise on the top of Lembing Hill,called as Bukit Panorama in Pahang. It was a popular tourism destination to view sunrise.Hence,i and my friends were planning to go for a trip over there.After we sat for MUET test , we rushed to the guard house and checked out immediately and took a bus to go Kuantan first.From Kuantan,we took bus to Sungai Lembing,the destination of our trip.We reached at Sungai Lembing by spending a hour of bus journey.After reaching at Sungai Lembing,we checked in to a rest house which located near Bukit Panorama.We met many student of kmph in that rest house.I still remember that the rest house's name.It was called as Sungai Lembing rest house.All of the tourist inside that small wooden rest house were the student of kmph.After we had took our bathes and rest,we went to visit the street at Sungai Lembing.It was a small area which is stayed by majority chinese people who speak in cantonese.Of course the first activities we looking for was the delicious famous local food.We were not only trying for kayapuff,but we also went to try for Lembing noodles.After having a satisfied dinner,we walked along the street which just surrounded by two rows of shops.There was a shop which exhibited the crystal and also some art stones.Because we needed to wake up early in the next morning,we slept early at night .However,other student from kmph made noise at night.I could only slept for four hours yesterday and everyone woke up early in the morning about 4am.After a preparation,we departed from the rest house about 5am and started to walk towards the direction of Bukit Panorama.All of the student of kmph climbed together to the top of Bukit Panorama.At the beginning of the trip,i felt i am lack of oxygen but i still needed to continue my trip bacause of the desire to view sun rise and also the beautiful sea of cloud.Finally,we climbed up to the top of the hill of Bukit Panorama.But,unfortunately,we could not view for the sunrise because the sun were covered by a mist of cloud.Anyway,i still could view the beautiful sea of cloud on the top of hill.I took many photo with my friends yesterday for the purpose of embedded the unforgettable trip in Pahang.

A beginning ....

2008-11-06T09:19:00.001-08:00

I will go back to college tomorrow morning.Feeling sad or feeling it is a good beginning.Hmm...anything is going better or worse?I have to take MUET exam on this satursday.What i am very clear is i can't score high point for english test.However,i will try it.^^

How could i help you?

2008-11-03T00:48:00.000-08:00

I hope i can help you but what should i do to help you to solve your probelm?As a friend,i really not a good frend for you because i could only be a listener.You always think much and easy to become stress and sad.I don't know what is the method to make you happy.Anyway,i hope you always happy and hope your problem could be solve as soon as possible.

Lucky.....

2008-11-01T12:04:00.000-07:00

Thank you for all of my friends who celebrate for me and send happy birthday message to me.I really feel i am so lucky to make friends with them.Last year,they still celebrate for me even though SPM is just near the corner.And i feel i am very lucky not only because they celebrate for me but they treat me as real friend.Yesterday my friends came to my house and gave me a glass of sweet.I feel so happy because i have a lot of friend who concerned about me and also my family members.I made three wishes just now.First wish is i hope all of the people surrounding me will always happy.Hope my wishes will become true.

what i supported to do?

2008-10-31T21:40:00.000-07:00

After sitting for final exam,i feel that i didn't perform well in my important exam which decide the chance for me to choose the course i wanted at university.I really think that i am so stupid until i can't do well in my exam.But,this is what i put my effort to do it,in turn maybe i make my parents disappoint in this time.I always tell myself that my parents sacrifice a lot of thing for me include they pay a lot of money for me to study at matriculation and also my previous tuition class and also other expenses.When i think about these, i want to study hard so that what they sacrifice for me will not in vain.However,i put my effort to do so but i still can't get good result bacause i am not a clever student and not even know how to apply my knowledge as my mum also say i am stupid.I really should recognize my limited ability.Why i want to be a doctor?Actually,i always say to myself,"if i become a doctor,i can even cure my father if he get any disease in the future.This is because my dad is a smoker and he also like to drink alcoholic beverage.These make me so worry about his condition.I ask him to stop the quantity of drinking alcohol and he always say :''ya ya" ,his answer is just neglect me.However what can i do is just paying nothing back to my parent.My parent say if i really can't do well in academic,it is not a problem because they don't want me to feel stress.Although my dad always say if i achieve success in my future and my success is the result of my effort.They don't hope me to return them anything .However, i know i should do something and achieve success in my life to make them proud of me.Pick myself up and what you think,our body can achieve it.Even though i am not a clever student,but now i am given chance to study and i should appreciate it.

Finally,MUET speaking test is over.

2008-10-23T03:22:00.000-07:00

On the day i sat for speaking test,i really nervous because i am candidate A in my group.When i sit for the test,i felt that i speak until my voice seems like i am very nervous.However,i still smile and continue my speaking test.Two of my member are quite no giving responses when i ask"would anyone like to add comment?"Maybe i really nervous because i supported to ask one of them"Candidate C,what do u think about this?"But i just ask for every member and another member who behaved more active give her opinion and unfortunately time is almost ten minute and she take the responsible to conclude.Hence,two of my member just speaking for one turn.I really regret because i should ask them question,so that this will not show i am too aggresive.Anyway,i had already sat for MUET speaking test and eventhough i can't get high mark in speaking test because i didn't give many point and evidence in my task A,i still need to focus on other exam section and also my final exam,PSPM.Final exam would be the most important exam in this semester.Now,i just left four days to do revision for my PSPM.KEEP GOING ON!!!

Just trust myself and go ahead

2008-10-17T03:19:00.000-07:00

A article which i had read before states that what we are set in our mind would certainly affect what could we do.A real incident happened in Japan convinced that these statement is definitely true.A lady could even save her child who fell from upstairs window because she ran as fast as lightning until she could get back her child from falling down to the downstairs.These news spread like wildfire and some professional people started to do research about the fact that human can do something which is actually could not be done by somebody before such emergency incident happen.Hence,we can make a conclusion that our ways of thinking totally affect our performance.We should trust in ourself even though sometimes we understand our ability because we don't even know where could we achieved in the future.Although i understand that i am longing for something impossible or something that is very low chance to be happened in my life,i should or in other word,i must do it.If you think you can do it,just go ahead to your target.If i can't achieve my goal in the end,at least i will no have any excuse to regret,do you think so?

MUET is around the corner.....

2008-10-14T07:13:00.001-07:00

My MUET test for speaking is on 22 oct.However,i can't even speak fluently.My language subject would be the weakest subject for me.I practice with my friends for speaking recently.However,i still can't improve my speaking skill especially in contributing my opinion.I don't have many evidence to support my standpoint and my idea is limited.After one week holiday for my sem break on nov,i need to go back to college to sit for listening,writing and reading test.How could i do?I just can read more and practice speaking frequently and also write more essay so that i can pass it well. While i am practicing with my friend for speaking test.i still need to do revision for another three subjects because my final exam is coming soon that is at the end of oct.Please,i really hope i can do it well.Try don't be give up until last minutes.

Spicy and hot food

2008-10-06T20:34:00.000-07:00

I had my lunch and dinner at cafe everyday,Everyday,the food sold at cafe are spicy and hot.They are almost cook the food with chilli.I like to eat spicy and hot food very much.However if i eat chilli everyday,it is unhealthy for me.Anyway,i can only withstand it for my studying period at matriculation.

The greatest test of courage on earth is to bear defeat without lossing heart...

2008-10-04T10:18:00.000-07:00

I have to go back to matriculation tomorrow morning.How do i feel?I feel sad to go back but on the other hands,i hope i can go back to college as soon as possible.Then,i can concentrate on my lesson without any distraction. Exam is near the corner,but i have not prepare yet.I have a habit.When i am stressed,i will think out to drink coffee.Although i know coffee is not good for health,i drink it occasionally.Nowadays,drinking coffee already became a habit for me.I must drink a cup of coffee per day except during the study time in matriculation.I will not drink coffee when i am in college because i did not buy coffee at college.That is the way to quit this bad habit.I have nothing to write now because i am thinking too much matter.I always tell myself,i have to achieve my target in any condition because i can't give up and don't want to disappoint my parents.My horoscope is scorpion.Every time i read for any horoscope character for scorpion,scorpion would be the most persevere in their effort to achieve their goals.I really hope i can do so.

FOCUS!!!

2008-10-01T22:46:00.000-07:00

Many thing are driving me to distraction recently.During i am studying at college,i am enjoying my peaceful life at hostel.Before the day i came back to my hometown,i know there would be something happen in my family because my mom tell me her plan before that.After i came back to my house,i can't concentrate on my lesson because my family problem and even friendship.I always tell myself that i must study hard and get excellent result in my exam.I will do it and achieve it not only because of myself but also my family member.As oldest sister in my family,i should responsible in my family.But what i'm doing now is thinking about other matter that is totally bring harmful to me and cause me can't focus on my lesson.Whatever you are,i will forget... and look forward to my responsibility.Be tough and i know i can do it.

What is FRIENDSHIP?

2008-09-30T09:07:00.000-07:00

I met with my friend today.I am long time no meet with her and even sms with her.During this holiday,i face so many problem.Although we are old friend,we don't communicate with each other for a period of time.Now i believe studying at different place would make our relationship become far away from each other. I really hope we could be friend forever because FRIENDSHIP during primary and secondary school is the most valuable relationship for me.

sadness

2008-09-28T09:13:00.000-07:00

What should i do?I keep asking myself.But finally i have not idea.Keep crying and crying but it did not help me anymore.However , this is the only way i can cope with my stress.I start my holiday last friday, but i do nothing until now.It is already two days and my final exam is coming soon.On the other hands,i can't concentrate on what i had learned because i am facing my family problem.My dad was angry with my mom because my mom go to Korea with her collegues for 8 days.Her tourism haven't ended up yet. But my dad keep drinking alcohol and he didn't want to listen to my advice.Whatever i advise him,he just ignore it.Help me,wat should i do ?

how should i do?

2008-09-27T12:45:00.000-07:00

i am clear that every family have their own problem,however my family problem made me feel so stress.My parent can't understand each other standing point,they always argue about financial problem.How shoud i respond to such matter?I am not intelligent girl,even i study hard but i didn't study smart,i really hope i can achieve my target in getting flying colour result in my exam.At the same time,my parents had quarrelled.This time is more worsen but i still can't end up this quarrel after i had tried for many time.What should i do?Ask myself ,is nothing which i can do because this is my parents's problem,they can only solve it by themself.

feel......

2008-08-23T09:01:00.000-07:00

i will go back to matrix tomorrow morning.after i go back,i have to accept my mid semester exam.Even i know my result is not good,but i still have to accept and study more and more hard.This is my promise to realise my target.Hopefully i can achieve it.shen,this is what u must do it.